Life is a losing battle

Life is about compromise. Always compromising to get the best option for yourself and those you hold dear.

People always tell you to compromise, people always tell you to make sure you're happy with it and not to sacrifice your own happiness... but what if the only way to keep those you love is to sacrifice your own happiness and peace of mind?

I have given up everything for those I love... and always I need to give more and more of myself...

I'm losing this battle and I'm going to lose myself...

To be continued...

• Why are you having another baby? 
• Don't you love your first baby anymore? 
• Are you less committed to your first baby now? 
• Won't the first baby be jealous? 
• You're being selfish by wanting to have another baby.
• The first baby did nothing wrong to you and now you're punishing them by making them have to share your heart with another baby.
  
  This. This is how the people spewing hate at me sound to me right now raging at me about having 2 men in my life and my being Polyamorous. I see no difference, do you?